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Bump day is gonna be my new hump day… Rocking my #POOTD (pregnant outfit of the day) with @eventfulana - just finished getting our nails done! Even though black & prints is supposed to be slimming, Mrs. V was shocked at the #twins #26weeks growth spurt πŸ‘ΆπŸ‘Ά #girltime #manipedi #picfx (at Brentwood, Los Angeles)
Aug 13, 2014

Bump day is gonna be my new hump day… Rocking my #POOTD (pregnant outfit of the day) with @eventfulana - just finished getting our nails done! Even though black & prints is supposed to be slimming, Mrs. V was shocked at the #twins #26weeks growth spurt πŸ‘ΆπŸ‘Ά #girltime #manipedi #picfx (at Brentwood, Los Angeles)

Aug 12, 2014

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Aug 12, 2014 / 2 notes
My Babies Are Us Pinterest board has grown tremendously quick in the last 2 months. I mean, it’s almost surpassing my shoe board so if you really think about it, I could possibly be loving babies more than shoes… My old self is shaking her skinny non-pregnant head & saying, shit, man, this is absurd.
Aug 12, 2014

My Babies Are Us Pinterest board has grown tremendously quick in the last 2 months. I mean, it’s almost surpassing my shoe board so if you really think about it, I could possibly be loving babies more than shoes…

My old self is shaking her skinny non-pregnant head & saying, shit, man, this is absurd.

Tabsh is not one for easy chitchat. His bedside manner is efficient. His right hand traces the surface of her abdomen with a transducer, a wand-like device that emits high-frequency sound waves that project an image of her baby on the video monitor before him. With his left hand, he punches buttons and knobs, simultaneously stepping on a floor pedal, eyes narrowed on the monitor’s screen. Like a race-car driver, his body speaks of motion, swift and sure.

From an old L.A. Times article in 1989 about my Doctor, an article that is so succinct about his character, his expertise, and his passion for a healthy childbirth for both mom, baby & their future that it calms me down… Mainly because he is exactly the same 20 years later & his caliber known even more so.

Sometimes it is so hard not to worry. And sometimes it is the science of medical innovation that makes you worry when it’s supposed to make you not worry, when it is supposed to assure you that everything is possible.

I waver between loving that I have the best, most highly sought after OB/GYN of high-risk pregnancy physicians, a man the Times can wax poetic on an 8 page article on, to wondering if I should have just dealt with a Midwife like what my mother had when she gave birth to me, because even though I was luckily gifted such amazing modern healthcare, the drawback is that being in a privileged society of knowing too much, this can also harm you into worrying & planning too much, too.

Quite the opposite of how I began my pregnancy journey, wherein I knew nothing at all. And wanted nothing too. How did I go from having no expectations to having a lot of expectations unmet already? Mainly because it can’t be met yet. It’s like… I’ve been spoiled with all this information that I can’t help but want the best of everything for the twins. Literally, I Google search “what’s the best _____ for twins / newborn babies” on a daily basis, on multiple devices, with multiple tabs opened all at once. It is completely draining.

(And quite frankly, a great lesson on what sites are better optimized in SEO than others, too.)

My head hurts. And the various people messaging me “how are you feeling?” — they’re lucky I’m only using this one platform to vent everything out & shall spare them the Whatsapp, iMessage, Facebook Messenger, GMail, and SMS responses in full detail.

I’m doing just fine. Just Google my full detailed response here.

Aug 12, 2014 / 1 note
Even though the twins birth certificates will be the city of Santa Monica, they’ll be raised here in this small district of LA known as Westwood, Mommy’s town of forever years ago since college. at Westwood Village – View on Path.
Aug 11, 2014

Even though the twins birth certificates will be the city of Santa Monica, they’ll be raised here in this small district of LA known as Westwood, Mommy’s town of forever years ago since college. at Westwood Village – View on Path.

The less composed #pregnantwithtwins shot: devouring a coconut stick like it’s heaven πŸ‘πŸ˜† at John & Gina’s “Crib” – View on Path.
Aug 10, 2014

The less composed #pregnantwithtwins shot: devouring a coconut stick like it’s heaven πŸ‘πŸ˜† at John & Gina’s “Crib” – View on Path.

Successful but long day of touring the twins #birthcenter in #SantaMonica - so lucky that this beautiful hospital is where they’ll be delivered!  (at UCLA Medical Center, Santa Monica)
Aug 10, 2014

Successful but long day of touring the twins #birthcenter in #SantaMonica - so lucky that this beautiful hospital is where they’ll be delivered! (at UCLA Medical Center, Santa Monica)

Earlier today, checking out the twins’ birth center. Can’t believe they’ll be delivered here in just a few months! at Santa Monica UCLA Medical Center and Orthopaedic Hospital – View on Path.
Aug 10, 2014 / 1 note

Earlier today, checking out the twins’ birth center. Can’t believe they’ll be delivered here in just a few months! at Santa Monica UCLA Medical Center and Orthopaedic Hospital – View on Path.

Just me & my humongous bump on a Friday. TGIF-ing with the #Twins at John & Gina’s “Crib” – View on Path.
Aug 8, 2014

Just me & my humongous bump on a Friday. TGIF-ing with the #Twins at John & Gina’s “Crib” – View on Path.

Visiting the twins’ dad at his work @xbarla with @mayhemstudios (#photocredit taken with the #SonyA6000) #xbarla #centurycity #LA  (at X bar)
Aug 4, 2014

Visiting the twins’ dad at his work @xbarla with @mayhemstudios (#photocredit taken with the #SonyA6000) #xbarla #centurycity #LA (at X bar)

So lucky to have great friends coming over on a Saturday while I put my feet up & tan the bump… #pregnantwithtwins #twinslovepopisicles #poolsidetanning with @nickicirami in #nicolitaswimwear (at BET)
Aug 2, 2014

So lucky to have great friends coming over on a Saturday while I put my feet up & tan the bump… #pregnantwithtwins #twinslovepopisicles #poolsidetanning with @nickicirami in #nicolitaswimwear (at BET)

Thanks @nickicirami for the visit & the photo! #poolside #pregnant #regram #hbag #hoauntie (at John & Gina’s “Crib”)
Aug 2, 2014 / 4 notes

Thanks @nickicirami for the visit & the photo! #poolside #pregnant #regram #hbag #hoauntie (at John & Gina’s “Crib”)

This beautiful girl & one of @buzzsmithagency’s amazing leader is getting hitched tomorrow to @jonathan360! I’m so sad I will miss the #NafaWedding festivities but so #lucky to know 2 incredibly, perfectly matched people for one another! Early congrats!! #Love you both! Xo ❀️#gorgeousbridetobe @niecee
Aug 1, 2014

This beautiful girl & one of @buzzsmithagency’s amazing leader is getting hitched tomorrow to @jonathan360! I’m so sad I will miss the #NafaWedding festivities but so #lucky to know 2 incredibly, perfectly matched people for one another! Early congrats!! #Love you both! Xo ❀️#gorgeousbridetobe @niecee

#ThursdayNight with my regulars! Happy belated bday @ever_maureen with a double whammy #happynationalcheesecake candle on top πŸŽ‚ post #innout fancy feast πŸŸπŸ”…plus me & @socialisa rocking matching #bae #snapbacks ✌️thx for another fun #thursdayhoday session gurrrlz!! βŒβ­•οΈ (at John & Gina’s “Crib”)
Jul 31, 2014 / 1 note

#ThursdayNight with my regulars! Happy belated bday @ever_maureen with a double whammy #happynationalcheesecake candle on top πŸŽ‚ post #innout fancy feast πŸŸπŸ”…plus me & @socialisa rocking matching #bae #snapbacks ✌️thx for another fun #thursdayhoday session gurrrlz!! βŒβ­•οΈ (at John & Gina’s “Crib”)